one piece of my life

“Kurt, JIGS tagged you..”

So i suddenly check the site of my friend JIGS “ Ang batang bronze”, after a while i read what it is all about. He tag me to right 8 facts about my life or my self. I think of it, if i would continue to write about my self. After a second I realize that it is good to share what is in me. So that they will deeply know me.(for a while after reading this post) lols...

So I will start this 8 tagged that they give to me..

I am now the elder son of Mr. & Mrs. Abdulrahman C. Damada after the death of my older brother when I was in grade1 and he was in grade2. He was hit by a tricycle when we are about to pass the high way and after that we run him to the nearest hospital but he lost his life at 5:30 am on November 24, 1989. I was 19 years ago and I was only 6 years old that time but that accident was so clear to me..


I am 25 years Old now and I'm proud with my self that I stand with my both feet facing the challenges of life.
I need to because when I was in a MSU where I finished my Undergraduate Course I was independent that time. I take care with my decision because my parents was to far from where I the school located. I am accountable of my happiness and future. I don't want to be a failure. I want to make my family happy for what I am.


When I was in MSU I joined a fraternity that help me build my self confidence and deal with the main problem in that place loneliness you need to have companion to make your life colorful. Not just in MSU that I meet a friend because of my affiliation but also in other places that I meet my other Brods and Sis.. I'm a true blooded 19PHI LAMBDA EPSILON65 and die with the wings of this FAMILY.


Now I studied my Masteral Degree and hoping to finish this in 2010 as of my target year. My ALLAH Blessed me!

I have 3 brother and they are still studying in Assumption College of Nabunturan. Namely Mansor still and always graduating in college; Khan a 2nd yr College of the said campus and lastly Azis “T-boy” a 3rd yr high school student. I really love and care them even if I don't show to them but deep in me I care so much to them.

My habit in life. I love motorcycle, riding and going to what ever place is one of my favorite activity when I am in Nabunturan. Even if last December 24, 2000 I celebrate Christmas in the hospital because I was bump by an accident going home, it didn't lost a single interest in motorcycle. One of my dream for now is to have a motorcycle of my own so that I can go where ever I want to go. Motor biking is my best interest in life and the second is mountain climbing. I really into out door adventure.

One thing that I can forget was when we where in Enchanted Kingdom in Sta. Rosa Laguna, I ride the Space Shuttle wow that was so crazy ride my mouth was all open and my voice was all over the place. Huh it was 3 minutes fast ride wow... When I was on the shuttle sit I think it was my last breath because I'm totally eaten by my fear, fear that I will lost my life in this place. But the facility was so safe. And I'm still hear narrating what is it all about. EK experience was so nice the rides was cool and safe. The manila travel was tattooed in my heart and soul. Even if i will be old I will always cherish that moment . Thanks to CINDY for that wonderful experience.

Finally my last thing to share with you is about my LUFEE and MASAKITON they are my pet and my nice friend also they keep me happy when I was down..hehhehe also my cute little doggy and her son doggy2...hehehhe Some of my greatest happiness and fact are keep secret...hehehhe They know what is it... (“,)




It's pretty nice to share what is all about you!

P.S.: I am a law breaker so the last instruction in this tagging will be none for me..lols

Thanks

Snap shot...

I woke up cheerfully this morning..

Hmmnn.. The surroundings were still fresh with a bird humming around in the tree that stood in front of our boarding house.

I stretched for a while before taking a bath and smelled the freshness of the air. It is a very calm day.
As my eyes toured around the ground, something caught my attention – it was the bird. The bird played with the fruit that fell on the ground.

So I watched and observed it. Suddenly, I realized that it was a turtle dove in the city, (wow) I was so amazed with what I saw because I always see that kind of bird in my hometown only, where mountain ranges are present. Proudly, I am a native from Compostela Valley, who, in my need to develop myself more independently, decided to reside and continue living here in Davao City.

As I was watching the bird, I imagined momentarily that - what if this bird was in a cage and not able to enjoy its freedom? Peculiarly as I am, I then imagined myself in the bird's foot, wherein I am enclosed in a 'somewhat' cage of life, unable to move myself because of fear to commit omissions. What if there is huge barricade that prohibits me from doing what I want as well as to explore my own dreams? And nothing can be worse than if that certain person, who built that wall, can easily pass and bypass my silence in my own cage.. Huh.. That, I believe, is unfair!

I am used to be living free – free to do whatever I want and free to express whatever there is a need to be blown off. Then just in an instant, I would be placed in a corner wherein I am limited with all my actions? Not to mention the dictatorship that can overrule anytime I let myself engage in that particular situation.. hoo! It gives me headache just by thinking about those 'misfortunes' (that, I can call the situation itself). Adjustment would be so much difficult, I presume.

What I am trying to blurt out is – everyone needs and deserves to be free. Do not overrule or dictate anybody. We are born with individual souls, and so, dictatorship is off the limits. Yes you may, but with due respect. Never control any body's life or else.. the result would be unwanted.

LOLs...
tsk tsk tsk..
So much for the imagination. I realized I still need to take a bath. Toinkz. Hehehe..

Continuation...

Continuation...

Time's up! 4pm. I decided to go and fetch her at the airport, and acompany her as well to places where she wanted to go and might as well stay.

I felt happy seeing her on the right track of her life. She had changed a lot. Physically, she became more attractive and dazzling. Actually when I saw her, she was all new to me. Even her actions had changed, probably influenced by her new found environment. I did sense that there was some kind of gap between us that time - after that painful decesion.




I know I'm gonna miss her. But the settlement was already made. It was a unanimous agreement between us - and so then, it must and should be like that. "Lets just stay this way as long as we can" -more than friends but no commitment at all - an exact definition of what we have now. We both know what is the best for us.

The best realization I had is this: "Dealing with this kind of (ambiguous? maybe) relationship is not really hard if you will only try to feel and undertsand what your partner really wants in life. Be giving in a way that you don't undermine yourself along the way."

I felt no grudges at all. Instead, I realized I was so lucky to have met a girl like her and to have involved a romantic (bitter-sweet) relationship with her in the past (not so sure of today). It was just so heart-melting reminiscing those days of spending cloud-nine moments with her :)



Oh well, after that day, we parted - carrying smiles on our face but clouded with confusions on how to put our agreement into action..

To that girl, "you know where you stand in my life.. don't doubt about that.." ;)

Bakeruddin

What is your name again?

"Bakeruddin"

How do you spell your name? Is it double "R" or "D"?

Having this unique name of mine or shall we say interesting name, comes a great responsibility. Ahem..
What is your name again? sounds like a superhero line.. for sure you know that. Well kidding aside, almost all of the people I've met and asked my name have second thoughts, and eventually bear questions or give feedbacks questioning why my name's like that. Probably because it sounds like Japanese, a warrior's name in the ancient time. Well for me, it doesn't really matter. My name is the first gift given by my parents to me so I am indeed thankful for that. I did not even came to the point that I questioned them about that, or did I? Haha! But I'm proud. My name's unique after all.

A name is a label for a human or animal, thing, place, product (as in a brand name) and even an idea or concept, normally used to distinguish one from another. Names can identify a class or category of things, or a single thing, either uniquely, or within a given context. A personal name identifies a specific unique and identifiable individual person. The name of a specific entity is sometimes called a proper name.

My name makes me unique.

What's my name again?

“Bakeruddin”

And I love it!

How about you? Did you come to the point that you regret your name?

I will just take this opportunity to have a short description of my self.
Well I'm a happy person love's to have adventure and taking challenges even if I don't know what will be the end of the challenge but for sure I can take every challenge that they will give me.
I always want every people to be happy.
I love to travel and experience the wonder of life.
Half of my life I was away from my family so I take that thing positively because I learned a lot of things due to that scene of my life.
I always take a piece of experience and apply that into my life because deep inside me that will be a challenge of life.
Sometimes I want to be alone but as time runs silent can be hazardous in the ear.

Thanks for listening...