Continuation...

Continuation...

Time's up! 4pm. I decided to go and fetch her at the airport, and acompany her as well to places where she wanted to go and might as well stay.

I felt happy seeing her on the right track of her life. She had changed a lot. Physically, she became more attractive and dazzling. Actually when I saw her, she was all new to me. Even her actions had changed, probably influenced by her new found environment. I did sense that there was some kind of gap between us that time - after that painful decesion.




I know I'm gonna miss her. But the settlement was already made. It was a unanimous agreement between us - and so then, it must and should be like that. "Lets just stay this way as long as we can" -more than friends but no commitment at all - an exact definition of what we have now. We both know what is the best for us.

The best realization I had is this: "Dealing with this kind of (ambiguous? maybe) relationship is not really hard if you will only try to feel and undertsand what your partner really wants in life. Be giving in a way that you don't undermine yourself along the way."

I felt no grudges at all. Instead, I realized I was so lucky to have met a girl like her and to have involved a romantic (bitter-sweet) relationship with her in the past (not so sure of today). It was just so heart-melting reminiscing those days of spending cloud-nine moments with her :)



Oh well, after that day, we parted - carrying smiles on our face but clouded with confusions on how to put our agreement into action..

To that girl, "you know where you stand in my life.. don't doubt about that.." ;)